I’m dreaming of
the fluffy white pillows
& white down-filled quilt
of my Polish grandparents' bed
on Forester St. off Salem Common
where as a child I slept away
Sunday afternoons after WW2.
(9 SEP 2011, Santa Clara CA)v2
I’m dreaming of
the fluffy white pillows
& white down-filled quilt
of my Polish grandparents' bed
on Forester St. off Salem Common
where as a child I slept away
Sunday afternoons after WW2.
(9 SEP 2011, Santa Clara CA)v2
HUGH FOX
(1932-2011)
From 1968, the more
I got to know Hugh,
the more he perplexed:
transvestitism as Connie,
conversion to Judaism,
really only amounted to
ordinary provocations.
Q: What next? I wondered.
A: Death by cancer.
(05 SEP 11, Santa Clara CA)5
to hire bottom workers
who can't buy what
they make; buying less,
economies plunge, CEOs
claiming to be unaware
that Henry Ford sold
Fords to his workers.
(04 SEP 11, Santa Clara CA)v10
Holding an apple in my hand
takes me back over a half-century
to my Massachusetts childhood,
sinking my teeth into Winesaps.
(What did they taste like? I forget.)
Today, I read in the NYT online
that Gravensteins are fading from
California’s winey Sonoma County.
Where are the Winesaps of yesteryear?
Answer: Growing in Virginia.
(01 SEP 11, Santa Clara CA)v6
It’s one thing to be half-something, but it’s quite another for them to be dissimilar halves.
In my case it’s Scottish (my dad was born in Glasgow, Scotland ) & Polish (my mother was born in the Salem MA Polish-speaking community.) He was allegedly monolingual; she was perfectly bi-lingual
Anyone familiar with Scotland knows that most Scots speak a dialect of English, but also 'The Scots' with its distinctly Scottish vocabulary.
When I was living in Fife, Scotland, the father of my poet-friend Tom Hubbard suddenly turned to me and said “D’ye ken the braid Scots?” (Do you understand the broad Scottish dialect?) I carefully answered in Boston-American: “I ought to, my dad was born in Glasgow.” Thereafter, he comfortably spoke broad-Scots when I was around.All my life I’ve switched (mentally & vocally) between multiple linguistic frequencies: Belarusian Polish, Glasgow Scottish, New England American & std. American English. In prep-school & undergraduate college I also learned Latin, French, & Russian. All of them have filtered what I say or hear.
I feel it makes me not quite what I appear to be. Indian- & Asian-Americans must feel this even more acutely.
But who ever bothers to ask them? How to begin? Q: “What’s it like to live with embedded linguistic filters?”
Would they be startled to know that anybody else knows?
(01 SEP 11, Santa Clara CA)v2